| AHHHH..KT IS AWESOME! |
[Sunday December 17th 2006 @ 6:12pm] |
Well it has been awhile since I have posted. It normally is. But however this time I have new things to say. Lately I have been extremly happy with my new girlfriend and all. Ive realized who my real friends are..which does not include Zach. He has begin ignoreing me for a certain someone, who I choose not to mention. Ive known him for three years and then this year I find out that he could care less about our friendship some friend..But I do have some true friends who will always be there for me and I appreciate it alot. This includes Jeremy (J-Rome), Rocky, Jeff, Brandon, My new girlfreind Katie, Matt, and many more. I Thank God everyday for these people in my life, for they are the ones who make things worth living for. Broken hearts can be fixed thats no lie. Moveing on from what was pointless isnt as hard as I thought. I just feel bad about being a jerk. Thats something Im not that proud of. I was inmature. I tryed to apologize but was turned down and can understand why. This post is not to make you feel bad or even care..Im just getting somethings off my chest.
I went to the Drive-IN last night and it was awesome. Me and Katie sat in the back of her fathers truck with blankets and pillows, we were watching The Santa Clause 3, not that great of a movie lol. But Afterwards we drove around and enjoyed the silence of the night with one another. She is amazing. I can trust her and can totally make conections with her and she understands me. Thats great. Ive moved on for the best. Anyways. Why do I bother writing these things? No one reads them. and no one cares about my post. Lol. What a waste. Well until next time! Goodday.
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| Bros before hoes.. |
[Friday December 15th 2006 @ 5:46am] |
Man times are better without you.
The whole time I thought I was wrong and crazy and just fucking up the realationship.
But now I can tell I wasnt the crazy one.
I just hope one of my ex-bestfriends doesn't have to put up with her stupid shit.
I just wish he wasnt stuck up her ass, some friend.
Weve known eachother for 3 years and have become pretty close, it just fucking crushes me to see him ignoreing me for that dumb fucking girl. But I dont know maybe he likes her alot, I dont think she like shim alot though...Hope he knows what hes getting himself into..
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| Hells motherfuckin yeah. |
[Tuesday November 28th 2006 @ 10:20pm] |
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Ok. Well is been a really long time since ive posted anything. But to keep you all updated! Ive caught up in English and am doing better now with out the stress. Ive met this chick named Katie shes pretty fuckin' rad. And man is she gourgeous! But me and the ex are still arguing and I dont know why...hmm..let me think..I dont know. Guess I shouldnt give a fuck at all. Well now I dont. But anywasy ive recently seen Clerks II and am in the middle of watching Fight Club. Both amazing movies. But I have to say the best movie I have seen lately would be Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind..Im prety sure that was the title. But it is def. now one of my favorite movies. Ive gone ice skating with my friend Rocky, Katie, and met up with my cousin and some of his friends. It was awesome I was suprised at how good I was lol. Katie was ripping it up skating backwards it was awesome I felt like one of those couples in the movies skating in the snow and stuff..only thing we were missing was the snow. lol Well were not going out or anything but sure as hell hope we do. LJ sucks ass. I dont know why I even have one. Hmmmmmm...Im done. Just thought id keep you updated!
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| Fuck this shit...Shes so not worth it. |
[Tuesday October 31st 2006 @ 11:03pm] |
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It seems like life is to short to let the little things fuck you over. Ive come to realize that it is. Almost a whole year wasted on someone I thought would always be there for me I just dont get it. You try to be so fucking mature about it but then again you go doing things to purposly destroy me. Ive noticed these things, and I keep telling myself "Im better than this" and I am. Ive always done my best to make you happy with what I had. Sure I didnt have the money or even the greatest personality but I damn sure tryed everything possible, but it just wasnt good enough for you was it? They say that a broken heart is never healed well your healing it with each and every inmature move you make. I dont know what you feel that Ive done but whatever it is I dont care. I guess this just makes it easier on you. But im sure youll find someone hell maybe even one of my best friends. Ive honestly given up on all this shit. IM BETTER THAN THIS.
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| Just recent shit.. |
[Thursday October 19th 2006 @ 4:58pm] |
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Well this is my new LiveJournal. Thanx to my loving girlfriend Meagan. I hope to start updating alot more than I every did before. But as far as my life has been lately it is pertty ok. Senior english sucks. I got to meet my mentor today for my senior project his name is Donald Ready and hes a pertty awesome guy. Hes like really into filming and shit and is going to help me out. I hope that this will be and awesome experiment. But as for everything else, Art is going good ill most likly be in AP art. Im goign to try to get into our school news program.But that might not happen. Im trying to really fucking do some shit for my senior project and im going to do a fucking film for my product but cant think of what script to use. Well this is my update for today.
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| I called her love.. |
[Thursday October 19th 2006 @ 4:30pm] |
So Ive started to write this story..Keep in mind this is the begining...Ill post more soon..
Dark night full of diamond like stars that glisten through the fog. A 1967 Shelby GT 500 pumping fuel with a size thirteen foot stomping th epedal to the ground, grinding the metal, tires squealing through the deserted roads. Inside a scream lets loose of a women I called love. She begins to tremble and now she is swearing tears. She yells and yells and finally I snap. Stop signs mean nothing to me now. At this moment I reach back and I slap her across the face, once white now as red as a rose petal. Blood now begins to trickle down her face. It appears I hit her good. She calms down at the sight, but only for a second then she turns tino a raging mad women, screaming and hitting me with all her might. She was a small girl, not muscular at all, but she hit harder than I expected. I begin to speed up in rage and yell at the bitch to get off me. She doesnt. Signs zoom by and I have no idea what they say, everythings blurry now as I zip past. Turns are comeing I know but why slow down? Nothing will change I could stop, pull over, but theres nothing exciting about that. Why not take a chance at hitting this turn at about one-hundred and ten miles? I sit staing straight into nothing. I contimplate, No I dont I decideto go for it. It comes up quicker then I thought. A hard left sends the car into a whirling spin that cant be controlled the car slides on the road like ice skates on a frozen pond. Now she screams, now she has a reason to scream. I let go. The car hits the barracades and lifts up and over the edge. It tumbles and with a loud crash it hits the sides of this rock and it slams across the ground. A moment of silence, forever and always till death do us part...
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